can't find peace and one of us will die inside these arms

persona. outward inward
why so concerned with death
it comes out of hiding just about everywhere now

was lying next to him inevitable
tennyson hesitates/don't spread her ashes yet

rolling down and spinning round
flash of red or waiting bound
behind her veil is sacred now
don't spread her ashes yet

amen.

A word on Academies; poetry has been attacked by an ignorant and frightened bunch of bores who don't understand how it's made, and the trouble with these creeps is they wouldn't know Poetry if it came up and buggered them in broad daylight.

-Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997)

pleasurelustobsessiondeath

She was screaming colours, but it was muted somehow. By the look on her face, anyone could see she was dying. This had happened before, but not for a couple years now. As he dialed the others, he knew this had to be the last time. Neither one of them could deal with it again. It was like watching someone die-like dying himself-but i was all wrong. None of them had verve like Christy did. In the way she lusted for life, she lusted for him, and for the pain he brought her.
Her sleeves were a darker red now, and he numbly knew it be would soon. Neither of them could bear this much longer. She stopped swaying, crawled out of the bed, and placed herself gently in his lap. The she whispered in his ear, smiled, and fell to the ground.

DANCE DANCE CHRISTA PAFFGEN

She's got the time says she got time on her side

Running the room commanding the late boys' eyes

She runs around, knows all the streets by name

So mysterious, shadows meet James Dean

She's intoxicating, soon your favorite drink

YOUR BLACK DRESS IN DISARRAY

Only dance floor prayers can save

Temperatures rise and I start to move

But it's you that's coursing through my veins

Say she's got hope took shelter to the Hollywood list, taking control

Wanted my heart but I gave her my soul

She's like a Paige Davis with a Monroe kiss

Disappeared today, Left no trace

But someday I'll know your name

Don't need no drugs, you're my chemical

Now I'm dependent, swear I'm clinical

Addicted to those glances, taking chances tonight I need a fix in those heroin eyes

She's no saint, She's no saint, Shes no saint

But she'll take you to your knees

Try her boy, but she'll still do what she please

Do you believe in science? She's perfect chemistry

She wanted my love but I gave her the rest of me

If London's calling don't you dare pick up the phone

ONLY YOU ENTWINED COULD MAKE THIS ORPHAN FEEL AT HOME

Lips that need no introduction, but now waiting for your call

If a picture's worth a thousand words

Then your touch is worth them all Worth them all

-stephen christian

i have felt the same

catch your breath hit the wall
scream out loud as you start to crawl
back in your cage the only place
where they will leave you alone
beause the weak will seek the weaker until they've broken them
could you get it back again
Would it be the same?
fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
left you with no defense they tore it down and

I have felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you,
I've felt the same

locked inside the only place
where you feel sheltered where you feel safe
you lost yourself in your search to find
something else to hide behind
the fearful always preyed upon your confidence
did they see the consequence when they pushed you around
the arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
breaking them 'til they've become just another crown

refuse to feel, anything at all
refuse to slip, refuse to fall
can't be weak, can't stand still
watch you're back
because no one will

you don't know why they had to go This far
TRADED YOUR WORTH FOR THESE SCARS
for your only company
don't believe the lies that they told to you
Yeah not one word was true you're alright,
you're alright, you're alright