26.1.10

why doesn't anyone in Noro sleep






Little light lead us through the night
And if we die burn down the forest
Chariots, carry us
Distances we don't care to walk

I'm on my way to hell
I'm on my way to hell

Why doesn't anyone in Noro sleep
Are they all just scared of their dreams
When they lay down their heads down at night
What are they haunted by
Why won't anyone just close their eyes
Could it hurt them to rest for a while
Do they need their friend to be a lover
Or their lover to be a friend

(Because)
I'm on my way to hell
(Well I've tried, God knows that I've tried)
I'm on my way to hell
(One time, Two time, Three time again)

Sitting duck
Running out of luck
And I got stuck on the train crossing
How am I ever gonna know peace
How will I ever see the light through the trees
I wanna burn down everything we begun
I wanna kill and eat my young

(Because)
I'm on my way to hell
(Well I've tried, God knows that I've tried)
I'm on my way to hell
(One time, Two time, Three time again)
I'm on my way to hell
(Well I've tried, God knows that I've tried)
I'm on my way to hell
(One time, Two time, Three time again)

I'm on my way to hell

Jesse Lacey

1.1.10

i swear i'd do anything,

and these tears are falling, not because of what i have done because of what i continue to do-

how many times, how many circumstances will approach that do invite me to share myself-
no, not share, give

how many times will i lose myself for someone's music, their feel,
their philosophies of pain

/Nietzsche and Kierkegaard continuously fight for my soul/

"My words will tear new scars where the old ones used to end.
Will you be wounded again and do you remember?"


i live and learn, and don't learn.

all will be well, but God help me-
these scars will not heal,
they continue to break and glow
and the nerves are raw...