duality
this dichotomy offends me
how silly would you be
to not realize it is you
its you that all of this is for
nearly a year now
painstakingly trying to avoid
seeing the other
stomach church i've tried to avoid
go from me/torment me still
i pray and thrive and sing and shake
if i could write away all that we've given up
all that we lost together
sweat and this and nails and God i'd die to forget
but you forget don't you,
how YOU ARE STILL WHOLE
these damnable scars aren't getting any lighter
2 comments:
the first part of this reminds me of:
"bunny it was me, it was me who let you down."
and it made me happy.
one of the shyest attempts at conversation :)
much like mine.
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